Raymond;

I'm sorry. For everything. If you still want to be with me after this, I will never be able to repay you for all I owe you. If you decide that we're not worth the tears and pain, then I'll understand. If I were to die tomorrow, I would not regret us and all the memories that we have made together. I have enjoyed being yours for the past 13 months so much that it hurts. True we have fought a lot and have made each other cry for various reasons, but I still love you. Even if you never say those three words to me ever again, I'll still feel the same for you.

Forever and always,
Jennifer